What I really want
So far I have written about the story of my dads illness and passing, cooking while grieving, faith and grief, and my struggles with Tourette Syndrome while grieving. I've been trying to figure out what I really want. The past 11 months have changed the way I view the world, and the things I want to do in it. I've been forced to grow up a lot faster then most people my age, forced to face the ugly truth of this world. I look back at myself five years ago, a 19 years girl who had just started her career as a Spa Therapist, oblivious of the things to come. I knew that in 5 years I wanted to re-evaluate my life, to figure out if I am still happy with where I am, if I needed a career change. I never realized just how right I was to wanting to change things 5 years later! I have always enjoyed massaging people and making them feel relaxed, to help ease their stress for a little while, but I knew that there was something else out there for me. I have always wanted to help people, so ...
